I have made a decision to become certified as a physical trainer. I know, at first I was a bit nervous and embarrassed but I love training personally and many of my tennis pals ask to come along when I am lifting weights so many that I can at one time or another have as many as six people training with me. So I decided at the urging of my own personal trainer to get certified. I have been afraid of doing anything other then what I have been doing for 35 years. I think I have been frozen in fear scared I am useless unless I am acting exclusively. So now I am finding more satisfaction in writing and communicating (talk radio) and training. So there it is my future. Movement and teaching and talking and sharing this great process called life.
It is scary to commit to something new, I get a bit nervous, no good reason, but its change which makes me feel fragile and exposed and , scared. Nonetheless I am excited to get my books and start studying. I so love everything to do with the body and exercise. I love, love, love finding that point where I am deeply challenged and wanna quit but don't as I make it to the other side. I feel so damn accomplished and being super vain it is so much nicer to be exposed with a fit body wearing a bikini, joy to do that without fear. You know? Plus being so close to 50 I am still aiming on keeping myself HOT. Okay? Yes call me shallow but I feel Jack La Lanne is on to something at 90 and still pumping iron. This is one habit my beloved Dad gave me. A love of sport , weights and all.
Wow today is a day of beginnings I have the radio show this evening and this...