Still reeling from the/my family issues but recovering. I think when we are slapped with abhorrent behavior it takes a while to recover. My dear friend Chris reminded me that where in the "manual of life" does it say we need to be close to family? I know this intellectually but I do fall for the belief that we should help each other and care and love each other. I noticed that some here or on FB have lost patience with me, oh well, I am human, I have a heart and feelings and surprise? I am still walking through the woods of my psyche finding my way. It's tough and it is hurtful to be attacked and yet...can it hurt me? No, I choose my response.
Yesterday walking the canyons and enjoying the wind (cooler tempts) I noticed that we walk our individual path/life alone. It is a solo act. Nothing too disturbing about that unless it flies in the face of our understanding of life.
I get sad when I am out of my business and I maintain balance when I am in my business. There it is...simple logic.
I look forward to the next moment and I am grateful my heart is open and learning and growing and taking in and allowing what ever comes my way.
It is my job to love me. It is your job to love you.
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