So do you know your self well enough to be certain of all of your decisions? I wonder how well we really do know what we call ourselves. I think we function superficially and at times we are barely doing that, high functioning. Once a while back someone who wanted to hurt me accused me of using this form as a bit of therapy. It was a diss I suppose, one that didn't really work since I thought the observation to be correct. What are the rules? So here I go...yesterday I noticed in myself and in my immediate surroundings that most of us have no idea really what gives inside each of us.
We sort of think we do or we hope so. For instance one of my companions who is a new friend had a conflicting energy about him. It was confusing, made us wonder "was he this or that" couldn't peg his sexuality exactly...
Then interestingly my other friend commented on the same confusing vibration that I was feeling. She asked do you think so so is? I won't give away the exact details for fear he may read this and it's not the point of my story. The point is I reckon he isn't aware of his vibe per se. He has no idea that maybe a hidden desire he thinks is hidden leaks all over the place to the point that anyone with a modicum of sensitivity will pick up this secret. We are transparent there is no place to hide. I think each of us should take a few moments a day (meditation) to gather up and maybe anchor ourselves not so much to control the forbidden but to maybe be aware of our effulgence. What we give off...to the world.
Maybe or we should risk it and see what happens.
Everyday I learn something which shows me the wisdom of taking some time off.